Broken

Empty. Feels like there’s a gaping hole. Do you know who you are? Because she sure as hell doesn’t. She knows she ruins herself day by day. Constantly looking in the mirror thinking she isn’t good enough. She remembers not wanting to eat, thinking that people would never accept her; that she wasn’t good enough. That feeling doesn’t go away. Her appetite has lightened. Barely anyone notices but she doesn’t feel good enough to eat. She just feels broken. She doesn’t have an eating disorder or anything, don’t worry. But, she isn’t okay. Everyday something new happens, or she feels more and more insecure. Something always has to ruin her day. She misses having one good day. She wants to be happy. But she’s too broken.