Give Up

There’s a point where you give up. Where you just can’t put in that effort anymore. I try so much just to please others. Try to please myself. I can’t live up to anyone’s expectations anymore. I have no energy; physically or emotionally. It’s taking everything in me right now to hold back. To not do something dangerous. I don’t know what else can fall apart. I’m so broken at this point that I don’t see any point in making those fake smiles. Honestly, it’s this point in my life where I just give up.