hate

when you feel hated, it’s more painful every moment. when you feel alone and you’re hurting, feeling useless. no one likes that feeling. hate is a word that’s thrown around so easily but when it comes down to it, feeling hated is….inexpiable. one minute you’re smiling and making memories and then the next, you’re hit with something incredibly painful. you make the realization that some people aren’t really who you thought, or that you aren’t who you thought. i could never hate. but i am definitely capable of being hated. and that completely and utterly sucks.